why are we born, why do we study, why we eat, why anything ...
is there really a purpose of doing anything ?
if there is no purpose, why are we even doing it.
If our existence have no purpose .. why do we even exist.
Can you accept the fact that your existence is .. well .. nothing
you can pretty much just disappear now and nothing will ever change.
I never believe in such purpose,
When we approaching the 'purpose' ..
it mostly mean end of the story ..
and yes, by this I imply that existence of human is to die.
Never felt much joy when reaching the purpose of anything.
Never once I smiled when I reach the goal ....
I felt empty .. its completed .. its boring now
I do however really enjoy about what is going to be done
I only reason I am able to finish anything I started ..
Just so that I can start another new thing .. to ever feel happy again
Perhaps I am just secretly hoping .. one day I will feel proud of what I have done
------------Totally Unrelated side note--------------------
Yes ... being alone(single) for too long really make scary stuff on you
Its times to start a new relationship now ..
Haha ... easy to say than do
on the bright side ..... Im ready this time XD
